I struggled to motivate myself today - to go to work, to go out and be social, to participate - so I didn't!
As for the crush, I am no closer, in fact further if the rumoured boyfriend is true. Ah well - it's not like I've much to offer anyway...
Won't stop me from my vague and pathetic attempts at internet stalking - I knew where she was this last week - semi international sporting event - and did quite well from the results. But I won't mention it.
Wonder if I will be brave enough to invite her to lunch with another colleague and I - can't hurt trying anyways.
We shall see.
