crush 2009

It's a dangerous beast but I have been enjoying chatting about all this stuff so as manic as it might appear, it's kinda good to get it out - sometimes I just need to get it out!

so - a post about my 1st crush, a quick drivel question and onwards to today....

crush 2009 - even if you don't know who you are :) - I guess you have strong arms judging you by your sporting activities, so tell me, do you want to hold or be held?

1st crush 1980

I have caught up with a friend via email in the last 12 months - I say friend when in fact we were in the same class in high school some 28 odd years ago. We were never really friends - but she was my 1st crush.

We first contacted via that school reunion website about this time last year and then sent a couple of emails that fizzled out when she suggested we meet for a drink.

I was then contacted by another high school buddy via facebook and got to thinking about 1st crush again (i shall continue to call her 1st crush) and so I have emailed her again and its only been a couple of emails but suddenly I'm thinking I should stop.

This is my 1st crush - this is like some long ago fantasy, mythological creature, john hughes flick! It would be destroyed by reality - she can't possibly be as fabulous as the girl / woman I conjured in my head - the one who was the lead character in many of my short stories. Why do we I want to spoil that myth?

Truth is I don't. She may well be equally if not more fabulous than the woman I conjured in my head but I doubt it - so 1st crush - it was fun finding out a little more about you but that's quite enough!